History
More than likely I'm a lot like you... I have chronic pain as well as PTSD and severe anxiety. My doctors had me on a steady regimen of narcotic opioids and benzodiazepines to cope with the severe pain and anxiety. Although these drugs gave me moments of relief, they left me depressed, lethargic, and always wanting more... Because the pain never went away. So, I started taking more. The more I took, the worse my depression and outlook on life became. I remember thinking some horrible thoughts in those times of hopelessness and anguish. I remember weeping for hours and crying out to my wife asking